Hesitation

Today..

i learned that i shouldn't hesitate while doing something..
hesitate to ask
hesitate to think
hesitate to talk
hesitate to move


Hesitation leads to regretness...
or so..
that's what i think..
i should have done things i should have done a long time ago..
i should have made decisions so that things will be better for me..


it's just sometimes life doesn't goes the way u want it to be..
you have to reach out your hand and grab that hope..
grab that chance..
this is also what we call making a difference..


but i din't reach out my hand..
i didn't even try to look at it..
i just lay aside and let it be..
should i fight for it?
should i do it now although it's too late?

Sorrow & Pain

Every drop of rain represents how much my love for you...

This is the phrase i learned from a friend yesterday..

besides that..

the spaces between your fingers is meant for me to fill them in..

that's another phrase i learned..





but actions are better than words..
even so...
people tend to make mistakes..
or even try to create false hope to make someone happy..
it's just another way of hiding from the truth..
just bear with your mistakes..
forgive yourself..and forget bout it..
that way you won't get hurt..
you won't have the deep cut to remind you why it's so pain..
no scars no memories..
no cuts no pain..



but these are just easily said but hard to do..
you would try hard to forget
you would try hard to forgive..
no matter how hard you try it'll be still there to haunt you..
making you suffer every lil tiny bits..
making you lonely..
making you hungry for love..
hungry for partner..
desperate for a moment..
maybe that's what people call LOVE SICK..
i don't quite understand that yet..
but i know sooner or later..
the time will come

days past,
nights end,
rain fell,
sun set,

eventhough days past, i would still think of you..
eventhough nights end, i would be dreaming of you..
eventhough rain fell, i would still wait for you..
eventhough sun sets, i would be waiting for you to rise..


would the day come that you'll appear in front of me..
would the day come that you will be beside me..
would the day come where you would wait for me..
would the day come which made you be mine..


what would be the outcome..
i wonder..
it's just your choice..
i've no power or whatsoever..
it's just fate..
that brought us...
now it's just a simply pick of choice..





=-/

PJ (KL) Giant

I've gone to KL to work these few days..
Selling cameras for some company..
end up there's no1 in Giant..
Everyone that are there are workers..
The people that come to Giant very lanc..
but luckily i still manage to sell a few cameras..

but yesterday (4/4/2009)
My friends and i went to Maison..
Everyone in the club are all Malays...
Don't know where all the chinese go...
=..=
sien like what nia..
we drank
we danced
we jumped
but still at least we had a bit of fun doing that...



Today..
is the last day of work in KL..
xD
gonna be back to Penang tmr or today..



see ya back home