Everything was alright when I am all alone.
Then everything started when I am alone.
The feeling of being alone makes me feel empty in the inside.
It’s like I’m a container without any fillings, like a body without soul, like there is always darkness.
There were times that I wanted someone to laugh with, to hug and share warmness, sharing love and comfort to each other, the feeling of falling in love.
The part where people fall in love and the part where a couple share their love together are gone.
I can’t feel that anymore.
And also totally confused of what the feeling is.
Maybe I have just forgotten what the feeling of love is.
Everyday I see my friends each of them having gf.
Everyday I see them loving each other. Everyday I envied them getting to experience love.
Maybe I should just let it flow.
Maybe I should just mix with friends to chill out.
Maybe I just need someone by my side to talk with.
Maybe I should just sit at home.
It’s just a forgotten feeling.
It’s not a big deal.
But why does my heart aches every time I see a couple passes by.
Why do I have to be alone?
Why do I have to go through life alone?
Should I leave it alone and study first?
Should I concentrate on my education before love?
-Chieh-
-What is love?-
