Keep it to yourself

Sometimes it's just a plain day where you're hanging out with your friends and family..
Sometimes it's just a wide clear sky where you can see the stars at night..
Sometimes it's just about the time going fast and slow alongside with your moods up..
Sometimes it's just about the the moments you have..

It can be something simple, easygoing, nice and enjoying. but it wouldn't be nice if the weather you hoped for just simply turned dark and cloudy with the rain coming, no clear sky with shiny stars for you to see as the dark clouds suddenly came and hid the stars away..

People have feelings on what they heard, feel, and experienced. It's not like humans are lifeless with no feelings at all..everything has its good and bad..everything also has its limits just like toleration has it's limits as well as a balloon can expand till it explodes..jokes can make people laugh, but too much of a joke will ruin the mood..
days can fun and nice but ruining some others people's day to make your own day worth while is not the way to do it..blaming is another thing..people can give excuses just don't put in some petty excuse for yourself to cross the border by using someone else to be your shield..it's just not the way to do it...

Fcuk off if you think by ruining other people's life is fun..

you wanna show people you are a joker?? just show it without making other people miserable..

people have its limits for everything..

like i said tolerance has its limits..

-Fcuk you day screwers-

Questions in my mind now.

Have you ever wondered how lonely is lonely?

Have you ever sit and wait for the light just to shine at you and catch that little hope that's given to you?

Have you ever hesitated even though you've gotten your hands on that light?

Have you ever regretted not grabbing every single chance you've got when there is?

-I have-

= (

We're always here for you..= )

Examinations Starts Now

Guess what!?

The day that we all feared had been unleashed~!

It is as we all feared, Examinations, Finals!

For 2 months i've been in college, and for the readers' information, i'm currently in DBAD, INTI, sem 3.

As for Finals, i'm going to have Math, Economics, Accounts, Computer science, and last but not least LAW.

Anyway i had my Math Exam today, and it turned out to be okay. I managed to do all the questions except for that one question...ishk..

but it's okay i still can score without the marks for that question..

= )

Well, i went through with no problems at all. Now my greatest challenge might be accounts, Law and CSC. (x S)

I do hope i could pass all of the exams, if possible SCORE!

xD

SO it's studying time for me for these two whole weeks.

I'm gonna have my economics finals on this 15th and accounts on the 16th.

So guys WISH ME LUCK~ = D

-How i wish i could do the impossible?-

-It's time to look forward and move-

Happy Day Ending with a sorrow face.

It occurs that it is easy for someone to get "EMO". No one knows why but it happens. You might think that you're happy but in the end you're not as happy as you think you are. It like you've eaten a chocolate ending with a stomachache. I'm not sure how you guys got EMO but i do.

It was just like today.

I got myself up for class and i'm as bright as a sunshine. I tidied up and got my parents to fetch me to college. As i reached, i dragged myself out from the car and walked to my class. It was math class. Indeed i enjoyed my maths class as i'm quite good in it. Well when we're good in something, we'll do that something more often. Am i right? It's like you're good at basketball, then you'll play more basketball. It is because you enjoy it. So i enjoyed it as i'm good at it. I was able to learn new thing or something i have done before in high school. No matter what is it, i knew the solution to it. Then the class ended soo fast i didn't even notice i was doing all the practice for an hour. I was out of class now. My friends and I went to queens to grab some food. It was enjoying then we plan to watch some movie at around 7.45pm and now it's 3.45pm. We drove back to college to have our extra tutorial for economics. I enjoyed that as well as i have learned new things. After class we got ourselves in the 2nd floor, we played CS for a while then off we go to Queens for the movie. All laughs and smiles, and no tears and sorrow, i got to queens with my friends met up with my other friends. We got into the cinema, never knowing it was a chinese movie(i'm known as banana as i am English educated) and the worst part is that the movie doesn't have an English subtitle. At first i never did understand what the movie is about until a while. I got adjusted to it(thanks to the drama i watched at home with my mum). The movie was not that nice, i don't know about the others but i feel it's pure nonsense. It's like the movie is made up from the combination of other movies(ironman, robocop, transformers, spiderman, ultraman, etc.). After the movie, we went for dinner at "Happy Cafe". I had fried rice while the others have theirs. We dismissed and went home. As soon as i got home i went for a bath and did all those lil things i was suppose to do.

Then i sat down on the sofa in front of the comp.

I suddenly got myself thinking bout my problems(FINALS, friend's arguement, lonesome, etc.)

Just like that in a brink of time, my mood went down.

As i am down(EMO) right now i typed this post..

(>..<)>

As the clock ticks, the night goes, the wind blows, the sky clears, the stars revealed, eyes dazzled and there goes my day... Sweet Dreams everyone and to me too i hope..

= /

Perfect dance

The music is still playing, and i'm still in the dance floor..i still remember the times we danced with our face smiling at each other, our eyes staring at each other deeply like there's just both of us alone in the dance floor..Every step we take, every move we make, our body gestures worked it's way, our movement cooperate to it's way till a perfect dance is formed..

but now, i'm standing alone on the dance floor.. with no partner to dance with..Even if i could find a new partner, it would never be the same as yours..

Is is worth while to wait?

or it's just a waste of time...

There are other things that i could do..

Instead i waited..For you...

Chieh-

Sunken Ship

i've never been so lonely before, i still remember the days with you when you still need me..all the things i've said to meant something but to you it's just words, simple plain words that you just don't mind caring at all..it seems like you left me on a sinking ship with garbages and junks without any living thing on it..you abandoned me to another ship...it hurts just to see you go..it hurts just to turn my sight away from you..but still it doesn't matter anymore..nobody seems to care anymore...

all the things we went through just sinks into a sea..never to be found..

-emo-

sorry guys emo post again

Teehee~

xD

My Family.

HEY

I guess all these while i've been posting emo posts but now i would like to let you all know alil bit bout me and my family i have a brother,

This is him

Handsome Right??

these are my parents

Pretty right??

LoL

well as for my bro he's known as the potato couch of the family..

once he sits in front of his computer, he'll be stuck there for the next few hours..

Like this

What is he doing?

playing his lame mini games online...

i don't know how he can play this game for 5 hours or even better, the whole day..

LOL

WAOH

Quoted by my bro: wa sipek suka ane kuan eh game

(i damn like this kinda game)

Crisis

There are a few things that i would like to get my hands to when i get my pay...

-laptop

-car*

-handphone

-shirts

-pants

-beach pants

but all seems like a dream that i couldn't catch..

although i have worked and earned..

still...i couldn't save enough to purchase them..

now i'm loaded, next i'm not...

where does all the money goes???

@.@

it's all been used up for..

-food

-food

-food

-food

-play

-food

Food is soo expensive nowadays that you even have to spend at least 20 bucks per day for lunch and dinner...

if you include with all the things that you're gonna do like CC, movies...and etc.

well your expenses will go up to 80...

haih..=..=

what is this...

and what do i do to save up??

:-

- stay at home

- sleep

- sleep

- sleep

- stay at home

- online

- play guitar

- emo

xD

well that's all i could do to save up..use less..

but how i wish i could have more and then i could buy MORE...

win lottery!

xD

damn...

*wake up chieh..

Rain brings water,
Sun brings light,
Rain brings cold,
Sun brings fever,

Love brings warmth,
Hate brings shivers,
Love brings Hate,
Hate brings Love,

Doors lead to rooms,
Doors lead to worlds,
Doors lead to hearts,
Doors lead to sorrow,

Action takes courage,
Action takes responsiblility,
Action takes pressure,
Action takes respect,

Calm brings benefits,
Calm brings determinations,
Calm brings concentration,
Calm brings freedom.



Can anyone describe what is the meaning of this poem?
xD
-Chieh-

The Title Calm Words

Calm words represents

The everyday life of a boy living in this world full of disaprovals, sadness, happiness.
It represents the boy's life in the world earth which is filled with unexpected adventures ahead of him.
He which slowly experience life through those adventures tells all his adventures to passerbys.
When he is sad or happy he writes in all down.
It also represents a path, a road of hope that it creates to people that reads it.
It has meanings lies in each and every words.
Calm start of words can build a better calm home, a better calm world.

A new start (reincarnation)

Reincarnation

There was once a man called Liang Chieh, died in a battlefield of love.
= (
now he is reborned into a new man.
full of hope and inspiration..
still his hope and inspiration didn't bring him far.
at last he dropped dead again..

xD
it's just a joke.

anyway
life nowadays have been fun...
been into activities..
gone out for fun..
xD
met friends..
do silly things..
xD
well..
once there was a man who dropped dead,
is now reincarnated...
college life is fun
apart from the test and assignments..
actually i've been very busy these few weeks..
been pushing myself to study and now..
test is comin..
it's actually this week.
xD
and i haven't started yet..
so i better get going now..
UPDATE SOON




Chieh-
-enjoying life-

Forgotten Feelings

Everything was alright when I am all alone.

Then everything started when I am alone.

The feeling of being alone makes me feel empty in the inside.

It’s like I’m a container without any fillings, like a body without soul, like there is always darkness.

There were times that I wanted someone to laugh with, to hug and share warmness, sharing love and comfort to each other, the feeling of falling in love.

The part where people fall in love and the part where a couple share their love together are gone.

I can’t feel that anymore.

And also totally confused of what the feeling is.

Maybe I have just forgotten what the feeling of love is.

Everyday I see my friends each of them having gf.

Everyday I see them loving each other. Everyday I envied them getting to experience love.

Maybe I should just let it flow.

Maybe I should just mix with friends to chill out.

Maybe I just need someone by my side to talk with.

Maybe I should just sit at home.

It’s just a forgotten feeling.

It’s not a big deal.

But why does my heart aches every time I see a couple passes by.
Why do I have to be alone?
Why do I have to go through life alone?
Should I leave it alone and study first?
Should I concentrate on my education before love?

Someone please guide me to the right path......




-Chieh-
-What is love?-

Hesitation

Today..

i learned that i shouldn't hesitate while doing something..
hesitate to ask
hesitate to think
hesitate to talk
hesitate to move


Hesitation leads to regretness...
or so..
that's what i think..
i should have done things i should have done a long time ago..
i should have made decisions so that things will be better for me..


it's just sometimes life doesn't goes the way u want it to be..
you have to reach out your hand and grab that hope..
grab that chance..
this is also what we call making a difference..


but i din't reach out my hand..
i didn't even try to look at it..
i just lay aside and let it be..
should i fight for it?
should i do it now although it's too late?

Sorrow & Pain

Every drop of rain represents how much my love for you...

This is the phrase i learned from a friend yesterday..

besides that..

the spaces between your fingers is meant for me to fill them in..

that's another phrase i learned..





but actions are better than words..
even so...
people tend to make mistakes..
or even try to create false hope to make someone happy..
it's just another way of hiding from the truth..
just bear with your mistakes..
forgive yourself..and forget bout it..
that way you won't get hurt..
you won't have the deep cut to remind you why it's so pain..
no scars no memories..
no cuts no pain..



but these are just easily said but hard to do..
you would try hard to forget
you would try hard to forgive..
no matter how hard you try it'll be still there to haunt you..
making you suffer every lil tiny bits..
making you lonely..
making you hungry for love..
hungry for partner..
desperate for a moment..
maybe that's what people call LOVE SICK..
i don't quite understand that yet..
but i know sooner or later..
the time will come

days past,
nights end,
rain fell,
sun set,

eventhough days past, i would still think of you..
eventhough nights end, i would be dreaming of you..
eventhough rain fell, i would still wait for you..
eventhough sun sets, i would be waiting for you to rise..


would the day come that you'll appear in front of me..
would the day come that you will be beside me..
would the day come where you would wait for me..
would the day come which made you be mine..


what would be the outcome..
i wonder..
it's just your choice..
i've no power or whatsoever..
it's just fate..
that brought us...
now it's just a simply pick of choice..





=-/

PJ (KL) Giant

I've gone to KL to work these few days..
Selling cameras for some company..
end up there's no1 in Giant..
Everyone that are there are workers..
The people that come to Giant very lanc..
but luckily i still manage to sell a few cameras..

but yesterday (4/4/2009)
My friends and i went to Maison..
Everyone in the club are all Malays...
Don't know where all the chinese go...
=..=
sien like what nia..
we drank
we danced
we jumped
but still at least we had a bit of fun doing that...



Today..
is the last day of work in KL..
xD
gonna be back to Penang tmr or today..



see ya back home

Poems

----------------------Girls--------------------
She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking,
she's hated & taunted
she's wanted & flaunted
she's a puppet on a string,
an angel without a wing,
she's every girl you want her to be
but she only wants her self esteem

---------------------Life-------------------------------
You wake to suffer through the day
Trade a dream for the pay
Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks
You're just alive out of habit




written by,
The Silver Unknown Babi

it's been a long time since i blogged~
well it's been months since i blogged~
now I'm fine just being ordinary,
hang out with friends...~
nice cool friends..
Sylvester , Pravin , Yew Jia, Mark, Bee Lin , Chloe..

but i think i have to get ready for college de..
i'm goin for may intake at inti..
i shall work hard for myself..

so to shorten things up..

alot of things happened met new friends..
i am working at some camera shops as a part time promoter..
been to places to work..
been to KL, SP, Alor Setar, and alot more..
it's been fun too..




well..this is partly what happened..
and will be blogging again..
oh yeah,
will try to blog..
YT try my best yeah..
= P